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I Walked in Arden By: Jack Crawford |
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JACK CRAWFORD
NEW YORK ALFRED A KNOPF MCMXXII COPYRIGHT, 1922, BY
ALFRED A. KNOPF, INC.
Published, April, 1922 Set up, electrotyped, and printed by the Vail Ballou Co.,
Binghamton, N. Y.
Paper supplied by Perkins Goodwin Co., New York, N. Y.
Bound by the H. Wolff Estate, New York, N. Y. MANUFACTURED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA
CONTENTS
I I BEGIN AT THE BEGINNING II I SET OUT ALONG A NEW TRAIL III I CAMP IN THE DESERT IV I HAVE MY FIRST ENCOUNTER WITH PROSPERO V I ENTER DEEP HARBOR SOCIETY VI I GO FOR A RIDE ON SATAN VII I HAVE THE FIRST GREAT ADVENTURE VIII I PLAY A PART IN A MELODRAMA IX I COME FACE TO FACE WITH THE FUTURE X WE SHARE OUR FIRST CHRISTMAS XI WE SEEK AND OBTAIN CONSENT XII WE PASS AN ORDEAL AND SAIL FOR HOME XIII WE ARRIVE AND LOOK FORWARD TO ANOTHER ARRIVAL XIV WE FIND NEW LIFE AND NEW LOVE XV WE BEGIN TO LIVE XVI WE HEAR SENTENCE PRONOUNCED XVII WE STAND AT THE CROSS ROADS EPILOGUE. CHRISTMAS, 1918
I WALKED IN ARDEN
Chapter One I BEGIN AT THE BEGINNING
I hardly know where to begin, because, as I grow older, I find it more
and more difficult to know what really is the beginning of anything.
Causes are all mixed up, and things that seem afterwards to have a
bearing were not at the time important enough to be noted. And it is
probably ten to one that some factors have been completely forgotten. I
suppose nobody can tell all of what happened or tell any of it with
absolute accuracy. At least, as I look on at life, any attempt to record
it on paper seems hopeless. Things happen, you don't know why and you
try to use your judgment while they are happening, but even if you are
very clever, you don't know whether your judgment was the best judgment.
All you can observe is how things end when they do end. And yet I know that character whatever that is probably is more
important than circumstances. There's an old vulgar song, something
about, "It isn't what you do, it's how you take things." These aren't
the words, but that is the idea. It's the same thing that my father used
to say to me: "Play fair, Ted and then if you lose, why, you must grin
and bear it." I know this isn't a novel philosophy; it is a useful one.
Original ideas are not necessarily helpful. An honest platitude has
better sticking powers. I must try to tell a little about the beginning. My name is Edward
Jevons and I was born in New York City, but I have never had the
pleasure of living in what, for lack of a better term, I shall call my
native town. At the age of six, when Her Majesty Queen Victoria was
seated upon the comfortable throne of those days, I was taken by my
father and mother to live in England. From the age of six to the age of
eighteen I was a cockney and grew up in London. In all that time my eyes
did not see America. I have nothing but pleasant memories of this childhood in London. We
were not a fashionable family; we knew nothing of the wealthy
Anglo American set in London; but we had a comfortable house out
Hampstead way, and, as the saying is, "did ourselves rather well." We
also had a little villa in the country, near a golf course, in
Hertfordshire. The country place we rented for the summers. My father was a business man, but he had tried his hand, in earlier
life, at writing I believe with some success. Business was more
profitable than writing and he abandoned the latter. He kept up,
however, many of his literary friendships, and our house was frequented
by writers of more or less fame and a few theatre people. I thus became
early infected with a desire to write a wish which my father
encouraged. He took a good deal of pains over training me in observation
and in arousing in me what he called, "a curiosity about life" without
which, he said, no one could write anything worth while. In the evenings
I would bring him my day's work and he would discuss it seriously with
me over a pipe... Continue reading book >>
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